the basics:

• i was born on march third, 1994 .
• i have brown hair and brown eyes.
• i’m about 5 foot 6/7.
• i am bi-sexual. 
• i hate everything about the way i look, my body. all of it.
• but, i still think i can be pretty when i try.
• i’m a junior, even though i should be graduating this year.
• i failed my eighth grade year, causing me to be held back.
• but it was the best thing to ever happen to me!
• three [ 3 ] is my favorite number :)
• because, i was born on the third day of the third month on the third floor in the third room of vassar hospital. crazy, right?
• i don’t really fit into any social group, or style - i’m just me.

anywho.
i hate capital letters, they’re ugly, i prefer not to use them. i love the winter, but i adore the summer because of the possibilities it creates. although, fall is my favorite season :) i lack self-control at times when i probably need it most. despite that fact, i’m actually quite mature for my age. i’m a pretty quirky kid though. i enjoy singing/humming when brushing my teeth and wearing miss-matched socks. to me, it’s the little things that make my day worth while. my middle name is marlene, and that’s also my grandma’s name; she passed away<3 and i miss her so much. i try to be myself as best as i can around people, but it’s not always that easy. some say that curiosity killed the cat… well, it just so happens that i’m not a cat (sad, i know), and therefore, i have the right to be curious. i am an under-achiever, but i do try my hardest. i’ll try anything at least once, and if it puts a smile on my face: it was worth it. i don’t know how to climb a tree, and i can only do the doggy-paddle while swimming. i really HATE being home. i live for memories more than anything else. my parents are divorced, and i like it that way. i’m not the type of child who wants married parents, it’s weird i know, but it’s what i’m used to. frankly, i just don’t think my mom and dad would work out, which is why they separated in the first place. i have two dogs [maggie & dutch] , and three cats [bella, lily, & noah] . i’ve taken the time to make my handwriting look exactly how i want it to, because i’m just that cool. i have a very vivid imagination, which can be a blessing, or a curse - interpret it how you’d like. i like pulling all nighters for no reason, just to see how long i can stay up, although i haven’t done that since summer of ‘09. i’m really protective over my cat, noah, he’s my life. i’m really big on promises, well i am now anyway, more than i used to be. i’ve fucked up and i’ve realized that if i want my promises kept, i have to start keeping the ones i make. i wear the same jewelry everyday basically, because each piece means a lot to me. i normally always have my phone on me and if i don’t, it’s very rare. i listen to my ipod all the time, sometimes even during school. i really love music, all types and i love going to shows. hands down, the best show i’ve been to was a day to remember<3. i’m writing all of this to see who’s going to read and if you do, you should let me know because we will be bestfriends. i never used to spell the word different right. i like piercings, i have a few ;) instead of going on a fancy date to a restaurant, i’d rather take a walk around the park and have a picnic by the slide. i’m pretty simple, but i can be overly complicated. i’m really sensitive, my feelings are easily hurt. sometimes i have bad days for no reason, sometimes i have good. i guess i’m kind of dramatic too. i tend to over think everything and ruin situations and feelings for myself. it’s really my worst habit, but i have been working on it, and i think i’m getting better with it slightly. i’m a really serious person, and while i feel like i’m carefree, i know i’m not. i need to loosen up and let things go. i’m a child at heart, and i sleep with like twelve stuffy animals on my bed. i’m terribly random, but i think that makes me who i am. i’m really interested in art, hopefully i’ll be an art teacher, it’s my passion. i need braces but since i don’t have them, i’m as happy with my teeth as i can be. if you don’t like me, i don’t care. i wasn’t put on this earth to please you. this is my blog and i run this shit ;)

oh and by the way, you’re beautiful/handsome and always remember, i love you :)