i dont wanna do this anymore,
this or anything.

ugh.
it’s not fair.

i finally feel happy, i finally find someone.
and then you come in and it’s like i don’t even know how to be happy anymore. everything is voided when you’re around and nothing else matters but what you have to say and how easy it is for me to laugh around you and just be.
it’s not fair, at all.

you are the only person who really knows me and so much is going on and i just need to see you and hug you and just tell you everything.

why can’t i just talk to you?
without thinking about feelings, of what we were, what we could have been.

without the thinking.

i wish i could do that.
cause i could use a good talk.

i wanna tell you everything again. 

and then there are those days when you just creep up on me and fuck with my feelings.
yeah, it’s one of those days.